have you heard of jax?
he is quite the scamp
when it comes to mischief, mirth, and violence
he's the champ

the circus is his home
he has a lot of friends
he goes on adventures
and the fun it never ends

then he goes to school
caine has packed his lunch
he has lots of carrots, he's a rabbit
munch munch munch

jax sits down in class
today it's a test
he gets all the questions right
because jax is the best

and then jax meets me
because i am there
i look quite like him
but i am red with spikey hair

i become his friend
he thinks i am smart
we go home from school
and also i have a treehouse

we play minecraft and
halo on xbox
and we order pizza
and drink lots of fizzy drinks

then we go to bed
we're in the same bed
i don't mind that much
because i trust jax, he's my friend

i can feel his breath
why do i feel warm?
i feel something
i don't think i've ever felt before

the next day at school
me and jax don't talk
i don't even see him
on the normal route he walks

i give him a wave
his smile turns to a frown
suddenly my heart feels cold
and dead and sad and brown

after just a month
jax has moved away
my treehouse still smells like him
what happened on that day?

now i'm forty-two
i live with my wife
i don't really care for her
i think i hate my life

now i work at gregg's
i miss him every day
sometimes i pretend my wife is jax
i might be gay